Yay for being tired and sick ;-p Not really, but such is life sometimes. I was at the Sommersemester Anfangsfreizeit--so basically a retreat for the Campus Crusade groups of Freiburg and Tuebingen--and hence I didn't get as much sleep as I shoudl have. Nor did I do tons of homework and this week things will get interesting lol because I have a referat to prepare for and I will also be visiting 6 courses--I'm hoping at least because then it will mean that Dr. Loenker is back and I could take that Goethe course rather than a history course. AT any rate, back to the weekend. I ate way too much food and I don't think I want any dinner tonight...this morning I had four (!) albeit smaller bowls of mueslie with milk and applesauce and two pieces of bread. I don't know how I do that by then I went for a walk...I wasn't in the best mood and I wasn't too considerate of others (kind of in an anti-social mood) but my walk and God-time during the walk made things better. Yesterday Werner talked about the most important commandment of loving God with all your being and today there was a talk on I guess finding where God has called you to be and being a witness there fro Jesus (the great commission at the end of Matthew)whether you are a missionary or in your church or at a business. Yeah and in connection with last weeks sermon and my quiet-time today I just felt like I need to "light the fire again" so to speak because it feels like I'm often going through the motions, that my belief is coming from head and it really should be coming from my heart...when I sing worship songs, there should be joy in my heart; I shouldn't feel like I'm tired all the time and that reading the bible is a task, even when it speaks to me...and I want to be able to remember the things I feel God is saying to me. Yay for being restless and unhappy...so I want to be re-baptised and I was thinking of even doing it here in Germany. It's something to talk with my parents about tonight on the phone for sure and it would be nice for people to pray about it too. I just think I need to do something before my relationship with God becomes all head-knowledge and too much of a "burden" so to speak. That would be scary.
On a happy note, Laurels engaged!!! I'm very very happy for her and Ken and I pray that they will have many wonderful years together :-)
Jetzt aber soll ich wahrscheinlich zu meinen Hausaufgaben zurueckgehen. Ich wuensche euch--oder eher nur Bean, meine tolle Schwester, du (;-p)--einen schoenen Sonntag noch! Mach's gut.
